ICK VICK BLUT!!!!!

I smell blood. Everywhere i go i seam to smell blood. I walk around hopelessly lost and find the fish market the chicken house and the infimous meat market. NO really it's funnier than it sounds i've been a vegetarian for 6 years right my body would not know how to properly digest meat. And it seems that's all i can find. Even in Darjeeling a small town on the side of the mountain i find the every dead animal for sail before i find some god damn tea. NO really it's funnier than it sounds. Also i have been never ben so pressured to do drugs in my life. Every five seconds "hash man, YOu want to buy some Hash, no really i have good stuff how much" i wish they could speak english better so i could tell them to fuck off. or the beggers, these beggers were engineired to be super beggers the adults just look so horrid and look so sad the only good side is their english is so nice i can clearly hear them saying "please sir i have no food" so i have given some people money but it adds up India is cheap but i can't go throwing money around all willy nilly. O GOD i have never in my life had such disdain for children because they don't just beg they pull or your cloths follow you for blocks and then when it looks like they are not getting anything they signal the rest of the gang to join in. I have never been so tempted to throw all my money in the center of the street just to see what would happen, No really it's funnier than it sounds. This all sounds like whinning i realise that but i'm not going to babble on about how great everything is that would be to easy and boaring and totally not my style. but i'm in Chennai madras now so everything is good and i'm off to see the mountain where Shiva appeared as a pillar of flame maybe today or tomorrow.